Today has been a most difficult day, finally making the decision to sell Zeus, advertising him online.
Zeus is the horse we bought Bek for her 15th birthday, 16.3 hands of muscle and potential. The new best four-legged friend and the fulfilment of a promise I made to my daughter, after deciding to move to the farm. The joy I felt when she hugged me hard with happy tears in eyes on her birthday, is now replaced with my tears and heartbreak.
She was so excited, after having riding lessons and learning about the horse world with her riding trainer, Tegan Stephenson. Hours upon hours of learning, lunging, cleaning up horse poo, swatting flies, sunburn and sore legs has come to a sudden pause.
Today, Zeus was washed, trimmed and photographed in the hope of finding him a new home.
Sadly ours is a common story of 'they saw you coming sweetheart' - naive, keen and desperate for a horse for her birthday, I convinced Daryl this was a good idea, he was cautious, had a bad feeling about it all, but respected my determination to have Bek's horse. He also drove the eight hour round trip to pick him up, hiring a horse float and battling city traffic both ways. Patience is not my strong suit, but we had been searching for such a long time and he sounded perfect. The only problem was the seller failed to disclose all issues and concerns. We were regaled with assurances that Zeus was suitable for a confident beginner, told that he had no vices etc etc. We were not told about his hoof issues, his breathing issues, his dental issues or his sensitivities when it came to putting him under saddle.
We were duped and I was foolish, albeit with the best of intentions.
Today, Zeus looks beautiful, a bit lean, but handsome and glowing in the majestic way horses do. Tegan, helpful and supportive above and beyond all expectations, and with the help of her generous dad, brought Zeus home to eat the fresh grass and wait for a new someone to love him.
I now have an unused saddle in my lounge room, bought for Bek for Christmas, the irony is not lost on anyone, especially me! And adding insult to injury I have been hammered by 'uninformed, unhelpful, horse site trolls' who feel they should voice their opinions on our decision to sell Zeus. Some are just rude, others viscous, many are ignorant and most need to learn to use spell check!!
Right now my head is pounding and I am wishing I could turn back time. But on the positive side of life, it has been an experience, a rather hard one, but valuable no less.
This is farming.
Cheers
N